dena the superwoman

2008-05-23T21:43:00.001+10:00

you're outdated

2008-05-16T18:28:00.001+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING!!!!

gosh. so many people are turning 17 and 18 already
DAMN! i;m so young

2008-05-10T13:36:00.002+10:00

tomorrow is mother's day.

i;m such an idiotic daughter man
when mummy's with me in singapore i always quarrel with her and never tried to see things from her viewpoint
now, i;m in australia. i actually miss her a lot
and i cant remember the last time i did something nice for her on mother's day
it must be in primary school
throughout my whole entire teenage life, i've been pretty rebellious
quarreling with mum has become normal and stuff
i actually realise now how much she loves me and how much i love her
this mother's day, i;m not with mummy
and mummy is all the way in Sibu
holding my grandmother's death anniversary
and i can tell from mummy's emails that she misses wai po alot

its just sad that when people are around me
i dont treasure them and treat them properly
i take them for granted

even at school, ms connolly even remembered that mummy's not with me
i dont know
it seems like being here have awakened my feelings and stuff
i used to be : who cares about family? friends are more important
but now i feel that family is indeed really really important
i miss paul and cheryl too
daddy too

oh wells
i guess its never too late for me to change
i;ll change something today

2008-05-09T19:05:00.002+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE!
gosh there are so many may babies around me!!!
its going to be huiting's birthday soon:D:D:D:D

2008-05-05T17:08:00.002+10:00

she was like a flower bud
pure,white,insignificant and small
the frost and snow around her embodies and envelopes around her
unfamiliar to the new beginnings and experiences around her
she refuses to bloom
not even at the insistence of the warm and loving fingers of the forester
the raw stem upholding her stands tall and strong
acknowledging the importance of supporting the small bud
'slowly but surely it will bloom' whispered the stem to the leaves
whithering leaves rustle as they fall onto the snow

winds howl and snow storms came trashing through the forest
strong,massive oak trees snapped under the immense force of the storm
the weak and insignificant bud, however swayed through the storm
seemingly dancing in the stark environment
it was as if nature had reversed the roles of the ecosystem.
those that endure the ferocity would come out empowered
the reality of nature. the rawness of the world. the exquisite intertwining of life and death

the storm had left a path of destruction behind
all that stood in its way were smashed into smithereens
the once proud oak trees were no longer there
the strong hard wood the expensive wood has gone to waste at the expense of the storm
all but one stood victorious
the small insignificant flower bud that could so easily be crushed under the foot of man

the forester glanced over the forest
the forest that he had painstakingly sustained from the cruel hands of miners was gone in a flash
as he trudged through the forest bed
he was touched to see the flower
the flower that refused to bloom under desirable conditions
the flower that promised good things to come
the flower that his deceased daughter has given him
bloomed beautifully over the storm

the full redness of the petals stood out from the white forest bed
the blood red and white contrast clear to all
the intoxicating fragrance that could clear one's head
a beautiful specimen that endured the harshest of conditions and bloomede

thats life

2008-05-04T21:57:00.002+10:00

huiting drew me this cute cute picture:D how sweet:D

update for the birthday bash
held in carmen's garage is the dance floor
in her dining room is the FOOD:D
pictorial evidence..lol

dance floor...can you imagine?!?!? this is actually the garage!

carmen;s younger bro came as a teddy bear!!!
he was SO CUTE MAN!!!
dancing in that suit of his:D

disco ball

nhu*on the right* was SO tipsy man! she couldnt walk properly!!!

the supposed chipmunk ears look so big!!!! look like a cat's>.<

becky and me

i look sheepish

the party was AWESOME
i drank a few cups of Soho dilution 1/2 and 1 or 2 bottles of cruisers:D
weeeee
i love parties man
only if there was such a thing in singapore
i would definately enjoy it even more!!!

2008-05-04T14:54:00.002+10:00

i have taken the first step out
asking him if he is still mad at me
and all i get was a curt answer yes and go away

i understand i was being a total bitch the past few days
but dont you think 5 days of cold war is too much?
i was in a total mental mess. i was so stressed over school work and emotionally hurt from your sarcastic remarks.
i;m not giving myself any excuses
i know i;m an idiot sometimes
but humans have feelings and so do i
what is so important about computer internet that it could cause this?

how i wish time could be reversed and maybe then i wouldnt have been so stubborn and relentlessly want to watch anime. and maybe when he scolded me i should have said sorry or sometime instead of putting up a ' i dont give a damn' face ........

is it so hard living with me? all the whispers i can hear audibly. sigh ....after all i;m an outsider with no say in what so ever.

updates coming up soon on carmen's bash
waiting for photos

2008-05-04T00:03:00.001+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!!!!!
your officially 18!

omg...carmen's birthday bash was a total blast!!!!
i feel soo wasted now...and having a massive headache.
but not wasted enough to not type properly.
shall update tomorrow.

i;m going to drop off to sleep anymoment

2008-05-02T22:04:00.002+10:00

HAHAHAHAHA

my cousin is now looking like one piece with a white eye patch on her face!!!
she looks funny:D:D:D but i dont want her to take it down!
why didnt she get two eye patches?!?!?! she will look like 2 piece then!ok this is crap

i like my little cousin joshua man! he is darn darn cute..... the way he says rhino...it will melt your heart

he is like a little boy with loads of positive energy in him. just playing with him can lift your whole being up! like seriously!! i was feeling so depressed before then and after playing with him...i was lifted up! he is truly a god-send.

tml is carmen's birthday party...i cant WAIT for it man! hope its as awesome as i preceive it to be....hehehe i;ll be buying whipped cream..,,,, muahahaha

a tribute to jon
thanks for being there when i needed you
thanks for being the ear i needed to scream into
thanks for waking me up
you're the best friend any girl can have:D

dilemma: should i take the first step? or should i just shut up and see how it goes?

2008-05-02T18:22:00.001+10:00

happy birthday sarah!!!!!!
happy birthday jen!!!!!
happy birthday lisa!!!!!

all the may 2 babies.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-01T22:16:00.002+10:00

HEY!
that is wrong man
i shouldnt be mopping around about my life!
thats sooo not me

SMILE and change the world

the raw truth

2008-05-01T17:35:00.002+10:00

i;m such a loser

people say i always have this strong front put up before them and they perceive me to be someone who is strong and stable

but the cruel fact is that i;m not

everytime you say something hurtful, it hurts me
every sharp word is a knife stabbing me
'go back to singapore'
you mean it as a joke but i treat it quite literally
'there she is again'
and i feel unwanted and intruding into your lives

have i been such an ass hole to be with?
its tiring to be alone
so tiring

all the pressures from everywhere
pressure from school and clever people
stress from mum
pressure to conform to the culture

i feel like i;m not me anymore
the carefree crazy me is gone
i become an empty shell
a person void of everything she could possibly have
a person who could only seek solace in her books
even so
i;m not topping the sch
i;m not getting very highs
only highs

i have no friends
i dont talk
dont talk no more

the loneliness is unbearable
often enough i shed tears
but that isant going to do me any good
i only get puffy eyes and have a better sleep

is this what i seek after?wanting to come to australia that much?
yes it does have its advantages too
but i cant be bothered about that no more

i should have stayed back in sg and be a normal person going to poly
rather than a person who is seemingly getting highs for every subjects in au

this is what i came for
i cant blame anyone
i cant do anything

2008-04-20T20:39:00.002+10:00

weird facts about me

-i used to be an introvert in primary school, not wanting to step out of my comfort zones.. and a sexist as well

-i used to shiver whenever i pee when i was younger

-i never close the bathroom door when i was young

-my highest record for the number of sweet and sour sauce eaten in MAC for a meal is 7 packets

-was in TAF club in primary 5

-my brother bit my toe

-sister gave me a scar on my hand(which is barely visible now)

-my mum took a nude picture of me in the bath(pri 1 i think)

-i hate brushing my teeth and my mum had to make me lie on the dining table while she brush my teeth

-i used to be afraid of vampires(now i LOVE them)

-i never liked to play sports ...now i do

-hated piano....now an enjoyment

the benefits time had for me over time
-opened up
-actively involved in some stuff(i;m a nut shell man)
-self conscious

2008-04-13T21:58:00.002+10:00

oh well
yet another week is going to begin and unfold before our eyes
its just amazing how fast time can fly yeah?
before i know it...its already term 2 and week 2 by tomorrow
soon....it will be the umat exam then the VCE exams at the end of the year
and no long after that time will wheez by and it will be my wedding
i;m such a dreamer yeah
watched i not stupid too and just follow law today
2 classic singaporean films and i realised how unique and different singaporean slang is
its something not every one can perfect and copy
even i....this girl who lived in singapore for the past 16 years cant even say all the slang properly
oh well..thats just because i;m more ang mohish than most of the average people in singapore...
hahah....and its just nice to hear someone speak like that all over again
ahh the nostalgia and memories:D

2008-04-09T16:42:00.002+10:00

okdokey i got tagged by my porsche buyer:D

1)at what age do you wish to marry?
AT 25 MAN!
thats the perfect age perfect square perfect number

2)what i want the most now?
what do i want??there is so so so much that i want
-vaio -levis -branded spects -branded wallet -respectable bag

3)who is the person you trust the most
HUITING JIAWEN JONATHAN

4)do you think you have enough confidence?
erm no way man.... i;ll be confident enough when i can finally slap my enemy right in the face man

5)if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
a freaking pretty slim slender rich smart aleck

6)do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
only if the world aint infested with air pollution

7)what are you afraid to lose the most now?
my sight

8)do you believe in eternal love?
no way man. i cant even have a crush or puppy love long enough for 2 months
what more forever?

9)if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
thats if i know him inside out and if my infatuation lasts for more than 2 months

10)list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
polite proper sweet

11)what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
seriously i have loads of requirements
but that perfect man does not ever exists
so all that i;m asking for is :
-taller than me
-smarter than me(i;m dumb)
-slim
-as noisy as me

12)what feeling do you hate the most
having a bloody cramp

13)do you cherish every friendship of yours
YEAH OF COURSE! i;m not a freaking bitch who uses friends like a life bouy

14)are you always ready to crack a joke?
erm nope...i;m not a funny funny person but more of a crazy crazy lass

15)what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
eh i have absolutely no idea man.

16)do you find a need for you to have a bf/gf?
its not a need but a necessity when i;m older
but i;m absolutely happy being single:D (for now)

17)at this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try sth new?
i;m already out of it

18)what kind of friend you hope to be in our friend's eyes?
to have fun with
to pour out grievances
to scream and loose control with
to bitch with each other

19)what age do you wanna die at?
when i;m not old and wrinkly
nah i;m jking...it depends how GOD wants it to be:D
(how godly of me man)

20)what is your current favourite song(s) playing in you playlist now?
i have absolutely no idea

tag:jiaxin jiaqin jon jiawen huiting aver phyllis steph huiyu boatyng
aiya every one in gm 2007

2008-04-08T19:13:00.000+10:00

i hate english

big time
kill that english bear

2008-04-07T10:54:00.002+10:00

today is the last day of holidays
man!!!!how fast time flies yeah
i just remember the day i was fresh from singapore
and into the new school here
ah,...the initial awkwardness everyone experiences
oh wells i cant cant cant cant wait for the next holiday to commence
then....i can go to SINGAPORE and shop like a mad little lady
grrr...the first day of school, i have specialist maths test and the next day, there is english test
it is so so so so so sian ji bua
but as time flies...
it shows that i;m getting older, i;m going to be 18 faster!
weeeeeeeeeee......
my big exams are nearing......
fun time is nearing too
so i have to better buck up and study man! during term time
and its getting freak ass cold here soon
and i 'cant wait' for that eh

i;m hungry...
i;m waiting for lunch cum breakfast to be cooked

2008-04-05T19:17:00.000+11:00

2008-04-05T16:36:00.002+11:00

oh man.....i;m so so so so darn jealous of my mummy
she gets to go EVERYWHERE!
first to america
now to thailand
next?
i think she went to Switzerland and europe too
AW MANNNNNNNNNNN jealous jealous jealous
i want to travel too

travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel

2008-04-04T20:56:00.002+11:00

i just blew it today-big time
i just couldnt stand it any longer
yes i know i suck at the game
but hey! i just started yeah and cut me some slack
yes i know he is such a good player and i suck and so?
i dont want another repeat of yesterday
it sucks yesterday with the both of you threatening me
oh man i;ll never touch that game again.
you could go
'oh..she's just having one of her temper flares and it will soon go over'
and yes i;m so over it and cool and stuff
but please could you all just stop being sarcastic and stuff to me?
i;m just dense yeah
get it?

i so love my books and let me seek solace from it man

2008-04-03T11:04:00.002+11:00

my blog is so dead and i cant be bothered to revive it seriously
but things around here can be so boring
and i cant be bothered to go out cause everything is relatively far away
and there is the freakish weather
yesterday there was the 'mini hurricane' where wind speeds picked up to 117 km/hour
and believe me it was horrible
the leaves and branches were trashing outside
and it was howling
i wanted to go over to sarah's house to get some work done but nah...i didnt go
who would be stupid enough to walk through that wind with a stupid minor cramp which will be elevated by the cold wind?
oh wells
i miss everyone back in singapore so so so dearly
plus my family too(i cant believe it)
ok....mummy says that paul is big and muscular like a mini giant
that i cant believe.......
cheryl is nearly as tall as her
OMG!!! it means that i;m going to be short
ahhhh damnit
daddy and mummy most prob will have more white hair la plus wrinkles:D
jiawen will be the same
jon will be more haggard due to his immense work load
jiaxin will be tired bombarded by constant work
jiaqin will be stoning sometimes?
huiting will have a princess room(omg?)
mum says that i can go back in june for a short break
so that means that i have to work doubly hard during term2 to get all my checkpoints done and revision done during that time
so that when i;m in singapore....its going to be full blown PLAY time and SHOPPING

i;m going to chaddy for shopping tml!!!there is the mid season sales
GIVE ME STH NICE MAN!!!!
bring it on

2008-03-30T13:40:00.003+11:00

aw man
i just saw raquel's livejournal and realized that the dance club went to beijing for dance exposure thing
GRRR why cant it be last year? when i was still in the school still in singapore
oh wells i know the reason why and it is last year there is SYF and so cant go
hmmmmm but even if i went without my friends is would not be the same eh?

i'm thinking about the zhuhai trip now
on how me and jia wen shared a room together
and i remembered watching a show on teevee that a guy started bleeding from his nose eyes ears
and i got so freaked out at night that i had to go and sleep with jiawen
though we were in the same room already
but it wasnt enough
i slept with her on the same bed
with my gigantic mickey mouse soft-toy in the middle
hahahaa and the bed was a single bed one
it was so so so memorable that trip
and there was another time when we came back from Macao when i saw a bank with the initials KKB
and when we were back in the hotel... there was some idiot knocking on the door like all the time!
and obviously its a guy
so i stormed over and opened the door and screamed KKB!!!!!!!
it was leonard
jiawen was behind me and when she heard me exclaimed the profanity she kicked me in the butt!!! and i was like AHHHH?S?SS?S????wth?and she said you said a bad word and so i ran for my life in the corridor and of course she caught me and tackled me
haha and we were rolling on the carpetted floor
it was so so so funny
luckily only a few people saw it and not the teachers
a few of my favourite people :D

2008-03-26T22:14:00.002+11:00

2008-03-20T16:18:00.003+11:00

AHAHAHAHA

i;m infringing the laws of privacy
ah but who cares seriously
here;s ethan my always hungry cousin of mine!
i dont understand how can he be so slim when he eats all the time!?!?!?!!
its puzzling and it reminds me of JW!!!

JW I LOVE YOU
easter eggs!

i am so bored
here's different sides of me

the goofy one

kick your ass one

what you looking at har?

whats up

oh man i love photography! i am so gonna work my ass off one day and buy myself a good camera!
ITS HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!

2008-03-19T22:53:00.002+11:00

:D

seriously food here aint that bad at all
but the portion is GARGANTUAN!
its like huge!!!!
i went to have lunch with my friends today at a nice chinese cum viet restuarant
and i order honey chicken rice
and TADA the portion is this huge
obviously i couldnt finish the huge helping of food and i only managed
to eat like 1/3 of the food
the rest ta bao lo
and yeah...my always hungry male cousin ate it for me
and he said it looked like i bought it for him
though it was left overs
hahahah:D
my presentation skills are good la
emey and me:D
they say i look like a rabbit here
but i keep smiling like this nowadays
i;m weird

walking home:D
that same stupid smile yet again

AW MAN!
i talked to my hon jw on the phone today and mymy...
i miss her so much
i think i;m going to become a self-proclaimed lesbian
but i love guys too much
so nah...i dont think i will
and yeah...i was like thinking about some stuff when i was walking back
i;m only going to be like 17 when i enter uni
and thats like bloody hell young
i cant even drive and i cant go clubbing!
i;m going to miss out on so much
and its like i cant go clubbing when my friends do
aw man.....
GRRRRRRR

2008-03-18T19:28:00.003+11:00

2 more days til the holidays! yeah man... its going to be good good good and yeah i have to lose weight.. i ate too much yoghurt cause the man said it was good for the brain oh wells
slimming slimming slimming down.and so krunches and sit ups at night

oh shoot me for dreaming

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

yeah... step up 2 is coming out soon
i cant wait for it!

2008-03-14T20:26:00.000+11:00

dont get knocked down

2008-03-12T15:31:00.008+11:00

formal pictures
enjoy..

inside the limo

sarah me lissette

anna me sarah

table

Isabelle me

me myra sarah

me nhu

nhu twin

me twin

twin sarah

twin tiffany bf friend

me emmy

group

yum?

DANCING ROCKS!

look at their faces!
candid!

best dish of the night

2008-03-10T22:27:00.004+11:00

.DAMN IT
BLOGGER IS A FREAKING IDIOTIC SITE
i cant even upload all my picts and its only a tad bigger than usual picts

GRRRRRR
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*thats my rant not my vulgarity

omg..my sister is such a vulgar pot!!
i use the F*** word sparingly and she uses it EXCESSIVELY on her blog
CHERYL NGIENG AH
tell me who you like or i;ll broadcast it to the world
this is not a verbal threat but a REAL ONE

nah i;m just joking..just tell me la...i;m itching with curiousity and it reminds me of when jiawen stop right in the middle of her sentence and leave me half hanging...
grrrrr
hahah:D
i miss everything in singapore
but i;m loving every minute of aussie
i guess i cant have the both of the worlds yeah?

THERE IS A NEW SEASON OF ANTM!
CYCLE 10
and yeah there are some really interesting figures this time
-an african girl who was circumcised at the age of 12
-a comeback and she's strong this time
-a mum with young children(cliche)
-a transvestite lookalike
-a proud girl

but i havent got a favourite yet
i still love HEATHER AND VICTORIA from cycle 9
sigh.....

2008-03-07T17:06:00.001+11:00

:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHAN!!!

AND FORMAL!!!!!
i;m all ready and set to go!!!

2008-03-05T21:56:00.002+11:00

happy 17th jiawen!!!

this is hilarious..simply hilarious
i was talking to ethan when we were doing out homework and guess what were we talking about?
marriage
i was asking him..
Me:so who do you think between you me aaron sarah and amanda would get married first?
Him:if you were in singapore, the first would definately be you but now that you are here, i;ll probably be the first
Me:aw man... ok next question. would i be an old spinster?
Him: nah i dont think so
Me:yeah man!!heng ah
Him:........
Me: so how many kids would you want to have
Him:4.you?
Me:3
Him: that is boring
Me::P
Me:so what would my husband be like?
Him:someone who is loud too
Me:yeah i think so too or else i;ll die of boredom!
Him:some one who is smart but dont talk intellect
Me:oooooooooo
Me: i was thinking.....can you imagine...a few years down the road and there is a cousin reunion thing and we all meet up and talk... imagine you with 2 babies in your armsss(HAHAHAHAHA) and stuff like that
*i was thinking....imagine me getting up and excusing myself to go to the baby room to breast feed my baby..AHAHAHAHHAAH
Him: (laugh)
Me:i think i;m going to be like my mother
Him: i think you're going to be a bad mum
Me:AW MAN!

that was such a funny topic to talk about when we are only what...16~17 years of age.... and i couldnt stop giggling cause i was thinking about how everyone would look like lets say 10 years later?
hahahaha it was so funny
plus i cut my hair today:D it has a more defined contour back and they say i look like Witch Yoo Hee now...oh wells:D
FORMAL AND ETHAN'S BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS!

2008-03-01T22:31:00.002+11:00

i;m so so so neglecting my blog right now.
i have absolutely so much things to blog about but i just cant find the time to blog and type stuff
oh i;m screwed. i think my blog is going to go dead.
it might revive after the formal as there is gonna be loads of pictures
and hell yeah!!!! i;m so excited about it~since i didnt go to the singapore one.
1) dress done
2)shoes done
3)make up done
4)clutch done
5)nail polish done
6)limo done
7)after formal activities.....to be cfm
8)les partner done
9) contacts done
10)coat/jacket done
11) money done

i hope there really is going to be a teacher's strike at school so we, students, dont have to go!!!
it will be much better.i can sleep in and i wont be so tired only after the formal itself.

and so the life of dena is so exciting(ooooh?) and she goes to bed at 10 pm every day( as if) and she wakes up promptly at 9 am and is excited to start the day!!(as if)
...

nah i;m just being bored and retarded right here.

its just study study and more study here is australia
i;ve got loads of time since there is no need for me to join extra curriculum and i can practically slack and study my way into uni.

oh man...i miss jiawen so so so much. i used to talk to her almost every day last year. all the gossips all the crap all the boy gaga stuff

NOW...there is no boys for me to look at or go gaga...its insane.(i;m just exaggerating....)

but dont get me wrong...i;m definately not desperate as i;ve got 2 crazy male cousins
ok...maybe not crazy but...erm.....whats a milder term for crazy....er how about aiya....just crazy la...but my terminology of crazy aint what you think:D

aw....i;m seriously exercise deprived,sleep deprived.....and length deprived..
oh whatever...i;m crapping...shut up dena

2008-02-24T18:26:00.003+11:00

went to chaddy again on friday and this shopping trip was a more fruitful one:D
i obviously bought my formal dress but no way am i going to show people til the day of the formal:D
and so i bought a stussy hat:)

make up and make up brushes

gloves from sportsgirls but i reckon it would not be of use in winter:D

my fingers are always cold no matter the weather.
even if it is just cooling.my fingers would be icy
weird eh?
even in singapore when i it rains...they turn cold too
i;m a freak and i love it:D

life is pretty good for me at the moment..from mondays to fridays i study like a good little girl. on friday nights, its play time or shopping:D on saturdays its chinese class and english tuition . on sundays its church and getting ready for the week. and its really fun and liberal here at ethan;s house..dont get me wrong!! i dont go wild like some idiots but i can do whatever i want within reason.BUT i have to put myself on reigns and get my work done.im getting used to the workload school dumps on me now:D and i love my school. its almost like sec 4 life. where you just want to spend time studying and yet still have a good life. its good in the sense that i still have social stuff going on but not to the extend that it disrupts my studies:Dthough i do have an irritating uncle who likes to bug me but other than that....i love it here in australia:DDD:DDD:DDD

i had a stupid dream i think the day before and it is really hilarious:D i dreamt that my school got attacked by terrorists and they are actually girls from a malay school and they where the head thingy... it was really funny. the setting was like in australia and had a moat and fence around it. but the building is gmss!!! so its like a cross between 2 worlds. and so they come attacking and killing(my dream is really violent...i think i;m going to be a murderer.........XXXXX) and so me and my cousin sarah wanted to like jump out from the staircase window and jump over the fence and flee but the terrorists were too fast..so we went to the classrooms and hid in the lockers... apparently the lockers were human size...ahahha. and we hid there. 2 terrorist girls came.. and i didnt know why but there was a butcher knife in my hands and when one of em opened my door.. i hacked her legs off and it was hilarious.!!!! it wasnt gross or disgusting!!! my cousin did the same.. and so me and her went and strip them and took on their identity and stuff

but i couldnt finish the dream!!!! oh man.. i woke up ...stupid alarm clock

oh welll... i think i;m freaky!! haha but i do enjoy the dream though
its so funny and a cross between 2 worlds

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!
jia wen jia qin jia xin jon huiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please talk to me on msn when you all are free!!!!
i want to go back to singapore and catch up with you guys!!
and go chilling!

oh man.these few days i;ve been ranting on and on about where i want to go in the world
1)singapore to shop and see friends!
2)china-zhu hai...to see jin jin and SHOP TILL I DROP
3)Switzerland to ski!
4)mount buller to play snow and my cousins!
5)tasmania (again) to get in touch with nature and go around in caravans and go trekking! its fun
6) taiwan..to shop and visit big aunt
7)hongkong to shop too!!!!
8)i have spoken about this yet but i want to go to new zealand to see my ex maid and to see the volcanos and hot springs!!!!!

i love love love travelling.its loads of fun with the family.so imagine..if its with friends...its gonna be FUN FUN FUN!!! but first i have to get mu driving license...and thats in 2 YEARSSS
its so long..
oh well i guess i;m still stuck with older people for the time being:D

2008-02-21T17:39:00.005+11:00

weeee!!!!!TODAY WAS FREAKING FUN FUN FUN!!!
oh well lets backtrack abit..
last friday...i went to chaddy and got my foundation
CLINIQUE!!!weee
but it burned a large hole in my pocket
it cost 60 odd dollars
but its worth it any way
so yeah:D all for the protection of my skinits like so so so SHINY!!

its a mousse type and its easy to cover blemishes and stuff

stupid ethan taking pictures of me while i WAS TRYING so had to concentrate and study

doesnt this look like sweeny todd's picture thing.
the dark present and the glorious past
WATCH IT PEOPLE!!
its worth it

yumyum rock candy:D
watermelon pineapple and lemons

this girl is one of the identical twin in my school!!!i think this is lisa...

me fren sarah

hey yo look at me

watcha lookin at

Yvonne is funny with that mrs lovette's spectacles

yeah and the swimming carnival was driving my voice crazy
screamed shouted and shrieked!
i am in need of some luo han guo:D
but nevertheless i enjoyed it:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
i;m getting darker every day!!!
i;m going to swimming almost everyday in this week cause its pretty hot here
so well

my aunt just asked me if i;ve gained weight:(:(:(
have i really gained?
oh no!

2008-02-18T22:21:00.003+11:00

school's so busy nowadays...i dont even have time to blog and post stuff.
i;m lagging behind in specialist maths but other than that subject, i;m pretty on track:D
i;m so so so friggin glad that ethan has a pool behind his house!!!i hate the sun here...its so hot....it burns!!!i feel like i;m a vampire...i burn in UV light..haha...i;m crapping....

i have a serious fetish for vampires
i want to be a vampire!!!!!!
they are so damn bloody cool. the one in resident evil...they have blue eyes outlined with black!!! they have nice fair skin...athletic abilities and so on...
in stephanie meyers....the vampires are suave and smart and clever!!!!
weeeeeeeee

i love vampires!!!
except for the blood factor...which is a bit gross....
i tasted blood before when i had nose bleeds and... it tastes metallic and musky
ewww...
but
i want to be a vampire

2008-02-11T23:07:00.000+11:00

i seriously need a dress and quick!
so can you guys please suggest a colour that can go with my skin tone and which will look good on me?
and make up too. what colour eyeshadow and lip

ARGH!!

2008-02-10T16:42:00.000+11:00

:D
SWEENY TODD
is such a fabulous movie to watch! i rate it a 4/5.the effects and the sound track of the movie is definately first-rate!!!!!!! Johnny Depp is such an unconventional guy and thus he works perfectly well with tim burton!! way to go dude! you should definately go and catch the movie! you regret i assure you. for people who likes music, the orchestra music (suspense ) is so so so so nice!!it really kinda like creeps you out :D

and surferbrands are relatively cheaper here in aussie
i went to buy a gigantic roxy pencil box and it only cost like 20 aud!!!! cheap cheap cheap!!!!
http://au.roxy.com/collections/product_detail.aspx?id=5954
ciaos
i have to hurry up work on my speech and phy prac.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
miss me will ya?:D

2008-02-08T19:44:00.001+11:00

i kind of miss spicy food but no worries i guess i can live without my spicy sambal chilli and stuff for now:Dsee this dish here...ITS YUMMY!!!!jonathan gave me this stick figurine thing when i departed from singapore on the 26th and its darn cute:D but pretty hard to assemble cause the thing is stiff but yet again...JON!!!! this stuff is for EIGHT year olds!!!ok..i;m childish i get it:D but still its fun..THANKS!
my dear dear huiting who's becoming skeptical about our friendship and thinks that we are going to drift apart which i think its darn true
okok people....
there is a Year 12 formal(aka prom) on the 7th of march which coincidentally coincides with ethan's 16th birthday..opps...its like , as compared to GM pathetic one.., REALLY a huge thing for the girls in my school.every one is talking about it and getting excited about it..after all there is like only one month left to that!i havent got a dress so thats something to be darn worried about.and yeah i;ve got like a seat in a limo...YEAH PEOPLE! limo! with my asian friends in my homeroom and yay..i;m blending in pretty well. people are talking to me and not treating me like some pariah so thats a good thing.i;m thinking about how am i going to put my make up and stuff...but i;ll just put foundation, blusher, eyeliner, lipstick, lipgloss and a bit of pearl eye shadow. make it simple and nice.but the dress...i seriously have no idea what colour i should get. i have a black pair of stilettos already.but i know pastels is seriously out of the question. i cant wear pink for shit and white is a definate nono...cause i;ll look like a bridesmaid and black is just too normal!...i;m thinking red dress but having other colours on it cause if its just red i;ll look like a total slut.

SEE GM PPL!!!!
this is what GM needs to offer us!!! a proper and nice place!!!by singapore river or sth....
this is beside the yarra river and its CHIO i tell ya!

and yeah they have a badge for every year 12 and its a privilege (only we get the pins on the top and dangly at the bottom:))......its nice yeah?

2008-02-03T19:05:00.001+11:00

sarah's house is nice:D
it takes like 20 minutes to walk from their house to here. so its pretty fine.

i;m tired i seriously need to sleep early or i;ll not be able to concentrate in class tomorrow.

argh....randoms..i'm bored

FIRST DAY AT SCHOOL!

2008-02-01T16:18:00.000+11:00

its first day at school today and it wasnt as bad as i imagined it to be.at least i;ve got to know quite a few people.the locals are pretty nice and friendly:D and i got to know a sri lankan girl called pavindri i think, a brunette called lisenette, a hong konger called tiffany i think, and some more people but i cant just seem to place their names to their faces.and yeah cause i;m in year 12, i got a little year 7 girl as my little sister.its ironic i tell ya when i dont even know the school well and i;ve got to be the buddy of that girl.she's called daisy-jade roseman.and i simply hate my dress its TOO long and rigid.i look like a year 7 too.and who say that the people there are all big size and stuff? they are all around like sarah's height and there are actually people shorter than me..YAY!!! hurray...and yeah i figured i;ll blend in pretty nicely though i was so so so laggy in the morning cause i was still sleepy sleepy and i didnt interact much and when the temperature rises...so does my interaction.so yeah..its pretty fun i suppose except for the dress code of course

2008-01-30T22:10:00.000+11:00

ethan and wilson are starting school tomorrow and i CANT wait to see them in their uniforms..i;m sure it'll be funny.and i;m pretty sure they will laugh at mine on friday...well MY school is starting on friday and i;m a bit comprehensive about it.i;m in the same homeroom as sarah so YEAH!!. and i think my classmates are pretty nice i think.they did a banner kind of thing and it had all the students' names on it. so yeah:D i';m in 12 RED!!!..yeah man..favourite colour:D so i figured it wont be that bad.but my homeroom teacher looks intimidating though..i dont really like her..oh well.i;ll just have to study real real real hard then.some times i think my statements are overrated.

2008-01-29T18:29:00.001+11:00

HI SARAH
HI ETHAN

2008-01-29T09:44:00.000+11:00

YEAH MAN!!!!!!!
i;m in
AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its like having free aircon 24/7...the weather has been cooling..19 degrees this morning :DDDDDDD it was a hell out of fun yesterday..i went shopping for school stuff and i tell ya.THE SCHOOL UNIFORM IS HIDEOUS!they have a summer dress that makes me look like a pregnant woman. its so freakishing large!their blazer is ok though and their sweater make me itch...>.<..oh wells.. its a bit ridiculous cause i have to buy THEIR school bag with their logo on it..and its ugly.. but i dont really care partly because its a all girls' college and i go there to study not to go to some fashion show like some other people.haha:D i;m enjoying every single minute here...nononono... SECONDS!haahhaha and i was such a nice and obedient girl yesterday doing my homework:D and i;m getting fat i think.....and so far....its pretty nice here. and i have my pillow and my quilt here!!!thats like YAY!!!!!anyd the diet here is so so so heavy!!! i just ate chips and half a meat pie and i;m freaking FULL....oh man...and yeah i just went to see my house yesterday...it aint as bad as i;ve imagined it to be...its pretty lacking in terms of furniture but nonetheless its pretty well maintained and there is like a korean couple staying at over there and the ladie is 7 months pregnant....ethan is irritating...he is like trying to swing sth to hit me,...oh wells..haha:D ok...i think i;ll do pretty well here. and i like studying at the dining table..its nice:D

oh well they keep looking at my screen seeing me type out my posts and i think its so freaking weird.....haha STOP LOOKING ME TYPE!!!:D

2008-01-27T17:55:00.001+11:00

ETHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SARAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY FLIGHT IS TODAY
EMIRATES 404
TOUCHING DOWN AT MELBOURNE AT 1.30AM IN THE MORNING TOMORROW
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeE
I;M BLOODY HAPPY

THANKS TO THOSE WHO CAME TO SEND ME:D
I LOVE YOU

2008-01-26T22:11:00.000+11:00

i;m not going any where
neither to australia nor staying in singapore
i;m going to hell
give me your blessings

i hate her

2008-01-26T01:50:00.000+11:00

i might be leaving for real on sunday
THIS SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
its like 99.99999999999% cfm...mum's picking up the tix tml.
it was brought forward cause the agency accidentally deleted the 30th one cause mum wanted an earlier flight the other time.
YAYYYYYYYYY
full day shopping TML!!!!!!

2008-01-25T12:35:00.000+11:00

facing my mediocre results i dont know to laugh or to cry..its liks right in the middle..not to be proud of but neither to be ashamed of..its so weird...i;m just terribly disappointed about my english. i was expecting to get a one but i got a three.oh man and humanities was a big shock! a freaking TWO!weeee...but yesterday some people were so disappointed with their results and the others were pleased with it.

now i dont know where i;m going to be.to go to aussie or to go to optom.
there are like glaring pros and cons

pros about going to aussie
1) i get to be with my cousins(my dream..........)
2)get to experience a new life(i want)
3)its not going to be as humid as singapore
4)improve my english
5)get more worldly
6)gain independence
7)know more people of another race
8)new laptop
9)good environment to study in (its really quiet there)
10)i have my clever cousin there(she can coach me)

pros about staying in singapore
1)go optom(future is stamped and packed)
2)get to be with my friends
3)more money
4)new laptop

oh man...
cons about going to aussie
1)bad transportation(i cant drive)
2)can be VERY HOT OR COLD
3)(i cant think of cons!)

cons about staying
1)i miss my cousins a lot
2)its hot and humid

oh man...i feel like going there now
NOW right this moment

2008-01-24T00:21:00.000+11:00

oh man i simply hate it my laptop's down.the stupid LCD is spoiled and i cant use it. oh darn it.and i;m too lazy to download my hp's system into the desktop.so no photos for the mean time.

i;m getting pissed all over again.my mum keeps procrastinating on whether i'm going to aussie a not..i feel like just screaming at her and yelling into her ear : CANT YOU JUST LET ME GO AND TRY IT OUT FOR MYSELF FOR LIKE FIRST TERM FIRST? AND JUST LET ME BE CONVINCED THAT IT ISANT A GOOD IDEA? AND WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I CANT DO IT?YOU JUST HAVE A ONE SIDED THINKING.......

this incident really gets me to my boiling point. i tell you...if i;m not going after all in the end...i;ll go to work and not to sch and earn enough money to buy a stupid ticket and go to aussie all by myself.dad can support me for all i care.i;m so freaking pissed yelling at her everyday to knock her into the senses.i wish that she never told me about going and i wont even be mad now.

i just cant seem to be on the same wavelength as her!she says i;m not matured enough and i think that she's childish and she goes to say that i;m acting matured.. OH SHUT UP!

i;m going to go bonkers all because of her.please do visit me in woodbridge from time to time.

and tml is o lvl results day.its gonna suck big time if i do darn bad..but if i did miraculously well...heheeh its gonna be heaven!

GOOD LUCK!

2008-01-23T01:20:00.000+11:00

:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIDE!!!!
you;re old now:D

went out to celebrate weide's birthday today with a whole lot of people...
ok...its not THAT many
mayjuan huiting guifeng kejie joyce dena jia xin chung kiat
and mymy what we did is totally HILARIOUS i tell ya...firstly i was so darn bored in the morning that i went to huiting's house at like 12..the ipod mine she had was really really small and slim..its only like i think 7 mm~1 cm thick!thats a freaking skinny ipod.and though my hand is small..i can clasp my hand around it:D
yeah so after that we were darn bored and we went to bugis to visit guifeng and mayjuan while they are working and in the mean time wait for them:D it was soooo funny just looking at them working!!!MIND ME!!they are hardworking ok!!!!though toastbox is like a variation of the kaya toast shop it looks like a modern coffee shop.
so after they were off..we went to marina square to have lunch(korean bbq) but we WALKED ALL THE WAY THERE FROM BUGIS!!!thank goodness i wasnt wearing the freaking high heels. thank the good Lord.so yeah.....yak yak yak yak chit chat and finally!!!!! we reached there! oh wadever=.= and we went to eat seoul garden.. man!!!!the guys can eat!!!they have like piles and piles of beef and chicken on their plate!!!i was practically gawking at the food!so yeah...munch munch munch. hehehe time for some misfits:D and i went to the ice shaving machine and tried making a BIG and erm....SUPER sweet plus loads of stuff on it for the birthday boy...AND HE SAID IT WAS YUMMY!!! omg..it looks a bit erm......too sweet and goowie for me..opps:D and yeah when i was sick of munching and swallowing....my bad habit kicks in..there was a few pineapples that i didnt eat..so i popped them into the tom yam soup and cooked it::D(no one wanted to eat already) and i dared weide to eat it....
OH THE SEVEN HEAVENS ABOVE!!

he actually ate it...ggood luck man stomach:D ewwwww.so yeah after that half the gang went missing in action to buy his cake and the other half were to occupy him:Dso i decided to let him open my gifts...its 3 BIG bars of choc..2 of them was wrapped up in loads of layers and has flour in them and one didnt....the one he first took has and TADA!!!!! its flour attack time..hehehe...it got all over his pants and i went to pick some of the remainders and put it on his hair while jx put it on his face..hahaha:D that was funny...yeah so after opening all of emm....the other half werent done yet so we went to topshop and did some naughty naughty stuff:D

we went to choose ugly outfits for wei de and made his go and wear it and of course being the kind and all wonderful dena(opps) decided that he should have one nice one la...cant be that bad right?!and the salesgirl was like staring daggers at us with her eyes..,oh wadever...i dont give a damn..and when jx was about to take the clothes and put it back..she say no need...SUPER diao. ah dont care.i;;ll only meet her once in my entire life.
yeah....

so after that the other half were ready and off we go to cut the cake.as the birthday boy is a food lover..we gave him a quarter of the cake...yummy eh!

its a pretty crazy birthday dont ya agree....

lets all wait for mayjuan;s one on thursday..i betcha it will be even worst!!!

*note to self
slot in picts by tml

2008-01-17T16:27:00.000+11:00

hell yeah!!!i went back to school for the epa presentation which was so dumb.
cause i didnt even do anything there.well mainly the 4 presenters was the most important.
oh well..at least i've got to see my mates yet again...
the presentation was awesome though.
all the pictures that mr sim took was BRILLIANT!!!....
it was breath-taking!!!if you wanna see it...msn me and i;ll send ya.:D
and yeah netball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was fun:D
i didnt work this fat fat body of mine for so long
and it was fantastic!
how i wish everyone could just go to sch again and play netball during recess
and do all the homework....all the bitching...all the stupid stupid things that we all do
i miss drawing and scrawling on jiaxin's arm using that marker(eraser~ble )

i miss all that climbing up the stairs ironically(it makes me slimmer:)
i miss talking and whispering stupid things to steph
i miss PE
i miss all the fun play that we do
i miss skipping class(esp physics) by helping the previous teacher take her materials
teeheehee
i miss going for geography lessons.
aw man
its so ironic

my presents from boatyng...the chocs and the earrings were from her and phyllis
THANKS:D

bugis food court

the little cupcakes that mrs Sim made for us
THANK YOU!!!!
it was so sweet and yummy:D

darn i look so fair

lol!!!!bt took it while i blinked!!!

EPA

group shots!

haiyo mj and ht..
all so shy shy dont wanna let me snap a shot!

ooooooooooooo sexy:D

my 'dearest' quadrangle

i had a nice talk with ms ng today.just like old times.we talked about our classmates..OH YA!!! i heard about the restuarant that kenny and cai xin were working in!!who wants to go!!! i;m so gonna go there and see for myself how they serve:P i hope its FIRST class!!!!!I CANT WAIT FOR MY PAY!!!!!
ALDO HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!
i cant wait!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-01-16T22:10:00.000+11:00

I:M SO SO SO SORRY.
i was just ranting thats all
but after going out with jon and bt for lunch at 1pm
i felt so much better
thanks a lot buddies

tag replies

>ethan
i want to go mel REAL bad....
i dont care about apples too but i;m just upset with the comment that my friend made
my mum isant slightly deranged
SHE IS DERANGED!!!!!
and yeah..i;m not worried about getting around...
i've got my handy dandy male cousin
that could protect me(i think so........) and get me around.
hahas:)yeah you do treat me nice..at least you didnt bully me:)
YEAH MAN!!
i cant wait for my pay.....
i;m eyeing on an ALDO watch that is 55 bucks and an ALDO shades for 35...
WEEEE

>jon
thanks for listening to me..i felt much much more better after pouring all out to you:)
i;m ok now:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

>tricia.
hahas:)maybe i shall when i retire...then i could hanky panky with my darling in the pantry
OPPS:P

>jiaxin...
too BAD:) its all eaten up by my bro the glutten!

2008-01-16T15:24:00.000+11:00

life sucks a lot right now
firstly, my good friend is not happy being at my house and saying that i have bad hosting attributes.and its not my fault that dad didnt stock up on green or red apples..so there is no apple juice. so what? not as if my family's pantry is always full. and ok...i admit that i am bad at hosting.

secondly mummy does not want to make up her mind to go aussie a not.she is still contemplating all the time about to go or not to go. and i got so mad at her.just like few weeks ago she is like wanting me to go aussie.then i was like so excited and i want to go.and the worst part is that i've told ppl about me going there.and now? she is still taking her own sweet time to decide.i;m so pissed over this.she really has to make up her mind soon.and why cant she take my opinion? i want to go there and study in a new environment.who knows...maybe i;ll become super clever as the teaching method is different.i;m pissed.and if we are going. the flight is confirmed on the 30th though she is trying to find earlier flights...its still too late. i havent got all my sch attire and books and stuff and you expect me to go to sch on the 1st of feb?that is like impossible.somemore transport there is not as accessible as singapore's. i really really hate last minute things.and so if i were to stay back, i';m definately not ready for the exam in march. and if you want me to take it.i;ll flunk thats all.i;m so frustrated and stuff.

thirdly, piano.i have been trying hard to learn that ass hole baroque piece but i still screw up at the stepping dynamics and notes.damn it.every time i play to that phrase, i get so pissed and i end up having no mood for practising any more.

my life is so messed up..
so am i supposed to leave everything behind in singapore and just have a positive attitude and go to mel?or am i supposed to stick my roots back into this soil and just wait for results and poly?

why cant mum just listen to me?and please stop listening to all the negative things my aunt and uncle have to say?i just dont understand..i;m not afraid of being alone.why are you? and i;m not scared of racism why should you?if i just keep to myself for that one and only year and study real hard...i wont get into any big trouble and stuff. and why are you saying that i;ll be a mess down there and not be disciplined?HELLO...its melbourne australia there and its not like i can drive or anything..i wont even know how to get around and go out! for goodness sake. and sarah the clever girl is there. if i have any thing i dont know... i can always ask her. i believe that if i really really want to study i could do it!
its not like i;m freaking stupid or wadever..
ok i;m stupid i admit it....just send me to ITE

fourthly...why cant you idoits treat me nicer? i;ve been so tolerant to your nonsense because i know you all are fragile and will tear easily. but you have been too much.is it really enjoyable to see me being so mad?is it? or are you all just physco? i;ll fed up. every time i;m not careful about myself,,you all come and tease me like anything.HELLO...ive been so nice to you all..ALL the time. and you can flare up at me when i;m not at fault?
i;ve been too nice to you all.from now on.i dont care if you are fragile or can tear easily. i;m not going to go soft on you.and please. i;m not the only one who has been irritated about this.
go and reflect

fifth ...my stupid pay hasnt come down yet and i have no no no money.i hate going out with a damn small budget.screw you

2008-01-15T20:01:00.000+11:00

#002
Baking oatmeal cookies with BakerDENA!!!
enjoy~

yum...its edible all on its own and its delectable!!!
i shall teach you sth else yummy you could make with the choco chip
next time when i have the time:)

only buy this kind of choco chip!
dark choc couverture

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

dont have to be fresh milk but it also can be powder milk.
but plus add water!:D

toast the walnuts in a toaster before using as an ingredient
or it wont be crunchy:DDDDDDDDD

a glass of coconut juice and its pulp:DDDDDDDDDD
and you're ready to go

ok...lets start darlings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first....cut the whole bar of salted butter in proportion of 2/3 and 1/3
set aside the 1/3 and keep it for greasing the pans

ok..now grind or crush the walnuts
but not til its powdery!!
but until its like semi powderish**

crush em!!!crush em!!

ok...add all the ingredients into a big mixing bowl!!
all the flour, powders, egg, milk, blah blah....

use a electric mixer if you have
cause its easier!!!!!
if you use a big spoon and mix it instead....
its gonna be DAMN DAMN DAMN hard to
cos it gets real sticky

mix til its like this

grease the pans with the left over butter

use a teaspoon and a chopstick

splat it down!
but put it in a ice round shape

TADA!!

now put it into the oven at
375 degrees for like 15 mins

and TADA!!!!! nice yummy cookies!

huiting is being an idoit at my house!!!!!
she gets so bored and sick of a lot of things SOO easily!
ah damn!
hahas....ciaos ppl")

2008-01-15T14:05:00.000+11:00

oatmeal choc chip cookies class today:DDDDDDDDDDDD
wait for it peeps

2008-01-13T22:55:00.001+11:00

What Dena Ngieng Seng Sing Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-01-13T19:38:00.001+11:00

yesterday's lunch date with danny jq and jx was so so so so so hilarious and dumb!as always jq was the first to get her face all red with laughter and next on the red face list was danny.it was so funny..we all just chatting like good old times(though we never did it before):)...i still love faith 42.
*****PSST
all the photos were all taken with my phone cam!
isant it good for a phone?
heex

i did this the other day with my eye liner cos i was too too bored..waiting for my drama to start:)

omg..the little lass was so cute!!she kept looking at me with those bambi eyes of hers!

ferrero rocher i received from my department

my bad bad bad habit:playing with leftovers

see this dish?its called swordfish collar
jiaxin ate 1/2 of it and yet it still looks hot from the oven!
its gargantuan!

opps i ordered alcohol:)
the lady really thought that we all were 18!it was so retarded!
its passionade

and uncooked fish paste
all the ingredients could be found in any NTUC outlets

with a glass of sprite in your hands...
you are ready to go!!

wash and peel the chestnuts
(you could eat it if you want...its crunchy and a tad sweet)

chop it up into tiny tiny tiny bits

add it into the minced meat
(get a big mixing bowl for convenience)

wash and chop some cabbage leaves
chop it nice and small

put it in too!

now beat 2 eggs ad add it into the mixture
(you could add another one if the mixture is not sticky)

add fish paste(uncooked)

mix it all up!
work those arm muscles!
add pepper and salt according to your liking

ok get the wanton skin and use a small teaspoon and put a bit on top of the skin

see how my hand is like
its hollow in the middle so that the siew mai can rest there

just like this
if the skin doesnt stick...use a beaten egg as your food glue:)

tada!!!!a master piece completed by the master chef!

see the pieces of siew mai....doesnt it make your mouth water?
hehe
after you have done all your siew mais
put them on a plate or a bamboo rack
boil some water in a cooking wok and place the plate or rack above the boiling water
and let the steam do the trick!
and tada!!!you will get pieces of savory dim sum!
for sauces...you could chop up some ginger and pour some vinegar and light soy sauce
and mix them all up
tada!!!!!
im a master chef arent i!stupid cheryl

2008-01-12T01:34:00.000+11:00

i;m bored
but there is not much picts to upload so yeah

2008-01-12T00:46:00.000+11:00

I:M FREEE
i:M FINALLY FREE!!! no more waking up early in the morning and taking the jam-packed MRT with all the working uncles and aunties..yipee....and thinking about the money that is going right into my pocket...i;m grinning with glee:D oh man.. the people at the radiography department are so sweet. 3 ppl in charge of me gave me a box of 16 FERRERO ROCHER! and a box of butter cookies and stuff when i only worked there for a short period of time! 18 days..hahas:) how sweet. and working there i can get loads of magazines for FREE!!! weeeeeeeeee.......

ok tomorrow is gonna be a darn busy day for me:)
at around 10am : sarah's house
to dumb some of my stuff there for her to ship over to aussie!!i;m definately taking a damn cab..there is like so so so ex ex ex cab fees now..oh man...i
should have taken advantage of the previously cheaper fees and take cab all
the time!!

nearly 11am : aunt's house
to get some clothes which she either give me or discard!!there is like a mango
short skirt..i;m so so so gonna get that!!and other jeans..

1pm : lunch date with danny and jx
this is gonna be so so so damn right hilarious!!! i;ve never went lunching with danny
before though we talk online before and stuff.hahas:)

2.30 pm : shopping

4.30pm : city plaza (jx's mum's boutique)
go do my brows since she is only charging me at 5 bucks(student fees)
JIA XIN! i;m putting my brows into your mum's hands!dont disfigure me!:)

5pm : same place...but HELL not shopping but altering jeans at an old old uncle...his skills are
not bad and CHEAP!!!!!
3 bucks for altering length
3 bucks for doing size adjustments!
isant this like cheap cheap cheap?

yay....then at night its my own private time:)
precious time for me to spend with me and myself only:)

i;m bored......it seems like MSN is getting really really BORING. so many contacts online..but none of them appeals to me to go and talk to em
sigh this is a bad sign
i;m getting introvert again

picts up tml

2008-01-10T00:57:00.000+11:00

MAN!!!! i really really really cant wait to go to mel!!!its gonna be so fun and welll... funny! but i seriously need to go for a shopping spree big time!!! i realised that i have like SO SO SO little clothes that i like in my closet..i was clearing out yesterday. and topshop has discounts now.so thats like YAY!! shopping! i think i;m gonna forgo the ipod and get clothes instead..the blades is a must have..haha:)

SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING!!!!!!

i wanna go shopping!

argh..i hope my pay could come down by next monday then i can go shopping! oh man..that wedges i saw..that shirt...that jeans!weee

who wanna go shopping with me?but you must be prepared to gimme loads of comments and see me buy loads of stuff..hahas...but it will be fun nonetheless.

i;m bored bored bored

stupid ethan went offline when i went afk for a while.......
i;m bored...
luckily there is others that bother to talk to me
like danny and boa tyng
i;m sick of going to work
it stinks

2008-01-08T00:23:00.000+11:00

i officially ditched ANTM cycle 9
after Heather got kicked out. i simply couldnt watch on...
all the bitching and butt-kicking..its getting to me........

my butt is seriously getting bigger and bigger!!!i need to go do butt exercises!and now my legs are getting slimmer and its weird!when i buy a pair of jeans..i have to alter the bottom or else i;ll look fat!stupid big butt..
but i;ll still continue to blade though it will only make my legs slimmer and my butt bigger..oh wells
aunt says i look slimmer..i doubt so
i was so so so so so freaking hungry today..i went on an empty stomach to work and i can only get a bite at 1pm..
i was like getting dizzy spells and stuff...i was thinking...if i go on like that for a while...will i be able to become skinnilicious?(no such word)
i tell you all sth.....xia xue's guide to life is like HILARIOUS!!! especially episode 6!!! the green screen thing! its so inane and funny!
i laughed the shit out of me.:)(no such phrase though)

hmmmmmm i think my blog's getting mundane and boring...no one's tagging though the counter increases..and i dont have any picts so far...nah...i;ll just lazy to upload:)

i think i;ll change url again and this time to private
then i can bitch my life out

2008-01-06T22:35:00.000+11:00

i;m presently doing a super fun project called my dream house.and i;m gonna call it the Ngieng mansion....the people who would be living in it will be my family... sarah's and ethan's and of course grams and gran. its a big big big house... victorian house and the picts are all cut outs and stuff....i;m gonna let every one choose their own rooms and maybe toilets..and i;ll piece them alll together..there will be 3 stair cases...4 kitchens and many many many bedrooms...weee...

just imagine

if all of us can really really stay together..wont it be so freaking fun?WEEE!!!
and i;m gonna give joshua an extra special thing in his room!hehehe...

and mine of course is the nicest and biggest and got the edgiest stuff:)cos i;m like that at times..and its MY dream house mind ya.....hahaha...mummy says the real house gotta be at least 5 million on its own...opps..and all the revamp and stuff would be a few million more....if its gonna be that expensive.i;ll have to work DAMN DAMN hard if i really want to have that house..and of course its price will sky rocket up a lot toooo

ahaha will it remain a dream?

i wouldnt know..its sth in the future..
shall scan some shots of it when i;m done...but it will only be done like in a month's time cos i gotta get ethan and gang's choice of bedrooms

would be going back to work tomorrow..oh man. another boring boring day. so mundane...just facing the com 24/7 doing the same old stuff over and over and over again..
BORING!

oh well.i love the money

2008-01-05T10:45:00.000+11:00

i love antm man!
in cycle 9,
victoria is darn cool!she is from YALE!!!a clever girl going to antm...
its like WOW!!!so it also shows that she does not only study but she
also have the omph!!her face has the F.O.X. model substance..

i also like lisa...she has such a nice face!not plastic but actually sth
that appeals instantly...who cares if she is an exotic dancer. every one
has a back ground right.....

I HATE BIANCA!!!she is such a bitch!she's always out to go and make
someone go worse unsuspectingly by telling them bad pointers..what
a idoit

HEATHER IS COOL!!!though she has a mild case of autism but you
cant tell from her pictures!!!you know what i think if she has more
self confidence...she could look like a hot female vampire!!like one in
stephanie meyer's books.

saleisha is also getting bitch dude...she is like against bianca....for her
signature walk thing...

MAN!
ANTM SO ROCKS!

2008-01-04T15:15:00.000+11:00

YIPPEE>.>...
NARUTO"S GETTING INTERESTING AGAIN!!!

2008-01-04T15:08:00.000+11:00

omg omg omg omg omg
sasuke stabbed itachi in the back!!!!
in the recent episode...is it really for real this time?
damn it...i;m like so so so anxious to see the next episode..
damn it...jiraiya died...that old geezer died..CHE!!
i hate pain...hate hate hate...why is he such a loser?
his sensei also can kill..so merciless..
ARGH!!!!!the suspense is killing me.........
and for dgray man.....
i hate the fatty..he is such a ass hole...always targetting allen
ALWAYS!
idoit
naruto:http://www.onemanga.com/Naruto/374/05/

dgray man:http://www.onemanga.com/D.Gray-Man/

YIPEE..onemanga is the best!no need for registration!

2008-01-03T21:04:00.001+11:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
i;m stopping work on 11th! omg omg omg...
i;m so happy!!!!
no more waking up early in the morning....
no more enduring high heels......
no more facing the computer for 8 hours....
yippEEE!!
and when i think about the cash i;m about to get...
i go all smiley and goofy
hehehe

what am i to do with that 800 odd dollars
1)get the 80 GB ipod
2)levis jeans....
3)loads of long sleeves for winter
4)heels/shoes
5)jacket

or should i just for go the levis? and get more clothing?
hmmmmmmmmm
ARGH
got money also so troublesome....

i shall try asking dad to buy me blades

2008-01-02T23:22:00.002+11:00

ok buddies
its picture galore here at denathesuperwoman.blogspot.com
this choya down here is what i drank during countdown
and mymy was is lipsmacking delicious
my aunt bought it at 50 bucks i think
its award winning i heard or sth....pretty high up in the ranking list:)
its super duper yummya collage me and aver did on the 26th of dec

i cut this up:)

ruth:)

yummy sugar cane juice

jon and daphne during my bday at east coast
dont they 2 look like a pair of closely knitted siblings?

omg this is super duper funny
that day at parkway's arcade...he kept wanting
to hit for the high score...isant that hilarious.
just look at his pose:)

the mess i made at the dining table:P

MY RED PORSCHE TOY CAR....
WEEEEE>......zhi yang gave it to me:)

ehem this is strawberry flavoured............
SWEET!

opps i took this pict while joshua is pooping:)

isant he cute?
thats my phone pouch there

ICE SKATING AT KALLANG

crystal and ethan

ethan

me and sis

crystal being shy

more picts up on the next post...
i;m tired..
ciaos

2008-01-01T10:26:00.000+11:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!

ethan and crystal have left the sunny island

2007-12-31T19:32:00.000+11:00

29/12/07
1030)ice skating at kallang leisure park
just talking about ice skating makes me mad.the ice skates there is like freaking hard!!no padding at all....i got like blisters on my right foot....ok so the equip was ok other than that...I HATE THE FREAKING FEMALE INSTRUCTOR THERE!!!
she is a total bitch i tell you...i so wanted to retort back to her..but my brain wasnt whirling that time..i so regretted it now...ethan was mad too.what did we do?it was nothing much...who goes to the ice rink and dont play games?well we lined up like a train thing and just skated in a row...(we weren't blocking people!)so she told us off...ok...then the WORST thing is that another bigger group of teens did the exact same thing and she closed one eye and shut up!oh man that bitch.and that idoit was so so so selfish...ok i can understand that she does not want people skating around her student when she is teaching...but she HOGS the best place! idoit and she does not cordon the place off....the audacity.. so i keep skating around her...dont care!and when she does the demo...i was like "hey if she ever falls down, we;ll laugh really really loud and hard ok?"ethan was like "ok set"
BUT SHE DIDNT FALL...argh.....she really whets my appetite.. during lunch, she even went to the same place as us to eat..oh man..this is irritating. ethan was so super hilarious... he purposely walked one round around her area to check out what she was having...ban mian..ahahah....
but yeah other than that freaking bitch..i had a good time skating with my cousins and sista
picts of that will only be up in like 2 days...
laptop and daddy's coming back tomorrow!weeee

30/12/07
0900)church service

1130)bowling alley(sarah crystal ethan me church people)
CRYSTAL WON!!!she was like so damn damn pro at bowling...having a strikes and smashing almost 9s and 8s all the time...she scored a 80+++ whereas i only earned like 40+i was pathetic..hahahas

1345)rollerblading cum cycling (paul ethan me)
sarah and crystal backed out of this as they were like wanna go out of the sun(it WAS hot)paul was on 2 wheels whereas me and ethan was on 8 wheels...i met shi hui and hui jie whilst we were cycling!what a coincidence.but i was freaking tired after like a super short time cos i guess my legs are still tired after the ice skating session the day before...so was ethan..we all stopped for a cup of refreshing sugar cane...YUM!a quote from ethan "i;m sweating like a pig.."hahahs.. that was funny. he is such a vain guy!!but luckily he didnt stink when he sweats..heng ah..

1545)returned skates
went to mac for drinks. limeade for moi coke for paul and lemon tea for ethan
took a taxi to sarah's place

1630)swimming!!!!!!(me crystal wilson ethan)
and it rained and rained...but it was fun swimming in the rain..weeeeee. and we played the classic tag..but we got bored after a while due to the activities we done before that...tired la.so we got to one side and chatted for a while before we all went up

1730)bathed
and played with ethan's nintendo...a drumming game!!!weeee.i love that game.. its so addictive..haha..and i also played with joshua:)

1830)dinner
I WAS RAVISHED!

2030)cake
we all sang crystal the birthday song and ate the mango mousse supreme from jack;s place..YUM YUM YUM@@ wilson didnt like it...i;ve no idea why

hanged around

2230)chatterboxing
we all camped inside sarah's room and chatted into the early morning!!! ethan me wilson and sarah ended up sleeping there.slept at 2am. we chatted about all sorts of things.. like lifestyle in aussie....horror movies(i forced them to shut it up cos i was getting jittery..)..and loads more.. i LOVE this session cos i talk a lot:)i;m so glad i have cousins as talkative as me...weee..ok la but i;m worst.

31/12/2007
0630)airport
woke up and went to aiport
in the end we were early cos the flight was delayed..so we went over to MAC to have our breakfast..yumyum...and i did my favourite thing... MIXING up all the sauces up together..it was fun every one participated..even uncle..hahas:) well wilson and crystal tried it and their expression was hilarious!hahas:)
said our bye byes
ethan asked me one question

E:would you miss us once we are gone?
D:er...nope. i;m going to be seeing you in like a few week's time. and lets talk into
the night again!

well...i love my cousins

watch this:)

2007-12-28T18:54:00.000+11:00

I LOVE MY NAME

2007-12-28T18:38:00.000+11:00

there is something that keeps bothering me today

all mammals go through the menstural cycle right?
so then ....for example...how do rabbits have mensus?
when the bloody discharge gets onto the grass...wouldnt the tigers and lions and wolves and predators catch their scent and hunt them down?
and so do the lions and tigers and such...
the whale is a mammal right...so when it have its mensus....
wouldnt the shark be able to find it pretty easily and munch down on it?
so do the dolphins?
this is weird
then how do humans survive in the past?
with the bloody stuff coming out any time(it drips)
and then....there would be a trail behind the woman right?(early human i mean)
and wouldnt the predators smell it very easily?
or do animals use their urine smell to musk the blood smell?
this is so mind boggling..but i;m too lazy to goggle it out
opps....
if any one got any clue to this
tag and tell me
i really want to know
but i;m a lazy bum''
opps

2007-12-28T13:22:00.000+11:00

stupid me..only yesterday did i realise that daddy brought the laptop to perth..there goes my desire to post pictures.ah damn.i;m too lazy to install the system into the desktop.but nvm..i still have loads of things to do to keep me pre-occupied.for starters, i have to go and do the homework from sacred heart.EYER!!! but i have to choice.secondly i have to practise really really hard for grade 8...yeah...mummy's almost decided that i;m going to melbourne to study next year (only that unsure about which grade) and that i;m coming back during the easter break for 2 weeks..and most prob flying there on the last week of jan..
i;m having mixed feelings about going there to study now..its like.. crystal and ethan spoke about their school people yesterday and there was like so many cliques...the blacks... the sporty whites...the marias.. the blah blah blah....and there are the Emos and rocks too..they were talking about what we should look out for and what we should avoid..its like they have social status there.. whereas at GM social status is nothing..sacred heart is also very particular about maintaining their reputation and their school uniform rules are pretty strict too.. damn.... and they say i have to get into a good clique and stick to it.this is so damn freaking weird. i dont do that though yes i have the inner circle but i can go from cliques to cliques and hang out with them...like the huiting...the cheryl ...the jiawen ...the boa tyng they all...oh man.. this is so complicated. sigh.. well i go there is to do well in my studies.so i figured if i cant make new friends, i;ll just bury myself in my books then..though it will be damn pathetic and i think they have prom (formal) there. oh dear me

2007-12-27T11:52:00.000+11:00

thanks to everyone out there who wished me a happy birthday
i really appreciate it...serious.
hahas...now that i;m 16,
i could do lots.... and LOTS of things
for starters,,,,i could watch NC 16 films now!weeee......
i could also go and play pool...(though i dont even know how to play)
and yeah..its the sweet sixteen and also maybe the most memorable one i;m gonna ever have in the years to come
THANKS TO ZHIYANG for his wonderful present
A RED PORSCHE!!!***toy car
thanks to xu hong lian, jian yu and jun kiat for the twitty bird
THANKS TO AVER for her scarf....its sweet:)
thanks to daphne sihui and zhiyang for the sweets(i;m gonna balloon after eating those)
thanks to ruth for her photo frame
thanks to ms chen for her wonderful chocolates
thanks to dad for the phone
thanks to God for giving me such a nice bunch of friends and family
thanks to jia xin for singing me the birthday song at mid night
man...i love you all!
ok...munching away on the sweets>.<
i had a good time yesterday though the sky was a spoiler when it rained buckets on us...
the scene of daphne holding jon's hand while going down the slope screaming keeps replaying in my head
mymy...that was hilarious
and they look like siblings!
hahahah...
and the white chocolate man and the dark chocolate man
jon and yi hao
and when yi hao used the hammer to hit the thingy in the arcade in parkway....
we all laughed til our stomach hurts!
his pose was simply hilarious...
*note to self...shall upload the picts when i get hom
*psst i;m supposed to be working..opps
yeah..this bunch of people were all so sweet
ah pek!!where's my present?
nana...you tooo...and DADDY!!
QIN QIN...omg you didnt come yesterday ...i was so sad>.<
but nvm!!we shall meet soon yeah?
hahas:)
i still love the porsche

2007-12-25T01:05:00.000+11:00

i bid bye bye to my long hair today
and i got a haircut
weeee
and now i look like i have more hair
and that is a good good thing:)
so far everyone says it suits me
so please give me your comments
please rate it out of a 10

my aunt and me

my mum took such a long time to click
so i gave a long long face

do i look nice?

2007-12-23T01:28:00.000+11:00

well well well
ethan and crystal have flown to msia today by 10
so i reckon they are having a 'whale of a time' there...heh
and aaron was so funny...just 2 hours after they left, he asks me if i miss them
haha...and he asked me if we were well fed...
i was like DUH!! and i was getting fat
he:you are fat
me:WTH
me:I HATE YOU!!!!!
he:you love me
me:NO I DONT
he:yes you do
haha...this is such a dumb and funny conver i had with him in the morning
here are some pictures

at plaza singapura

crystal and me

ethan and sarah

me and ethan

BANG

talk to the hand dude

yoghurt!

ethan

JOSHUA!

awww isant he cute

its weird but i think i miss school
so we went around sch and took some pictures!
yellow galore

boys'toilet

me and jia qin

sitting on fine tissue>.<

2 dao pok

gm superstar

another contestant

toilet break

diong!

peekaboo!

i like this girl's singing

thank you thank you

at the end of the day though J4 didnt win the contest, i guess it is an experience for them. a guy called Desmond won.and i;m not really happy about it.the person who should have really gotten the medal thingy is jean.her voice quality is much much better.i guess its just that the judges like the old old songs that desmond sings(i dont even know!)well well...it isant up to me to decide the winner any way

gummy bears

2007-12-19T18:11:00.000+11:00

gummy bears; i simply love em!
ok here is some food for thought for of you

when you receive a gummy bear
how do you eat it?
1)bite the head off?
2)gobble up the whole thing?
3)bite the limbs?
4)give a twisted look and refuse the offer?

ok if you chose option 1
1)bite the head off

you would most probably be a person that will get irritated very easily and would snap at people.you would also like to go head on into things without knowing or understanding the situation.but you are clear headed and can get things done very quickly

if you chose option 2
2)gobble up the whole thing

you would most likely be a person that like to look at things from a third person's perspective and you are a all-rounder; able to do all sorts of things but never good at one....a jack of all trades but a master at none.
however you can negotiate peace with people as you look from a different perspective.

if you chose option 3
3) bite the limbs off

you are a person that knows the word revenge.by taking a person down by his feet, he will fall real hard.however, most of the times, you know when to create problems and when to keep out of it.you are a shrewd person and can take care of monetary problems easily.

if you chose option 4
4)give a twisted look and refuse the offer

you are a person that doesnt care about the people around you and is self-centred. when faced with problems, you will avoid it or push it to some one else.

ahahaha...the food for thought. isant it delectable?

2007-12-19T11:29:00.000+11:00

folks out there
here is a warning for you
DO NOT WATCH THE GOLDEN COMPASS
firstly it does not end at all (hint of a sequel there)
secondly there is far too much talking(i feel)
thirdly the dust they talk about makes no sense
and lastly its a total waste of money

however if you feel rich you could watch it
the effects are ok
the sound nice(i love the sound track;loads of dynamics)

hmmm....i;m taking friday off to go ice skating with the gang
yipee.....i;ve not been there for like AGES!
looking forward to it
i hope sarah would join us though
she is SOO anti ice skating
awwww
ethan and crystal is leaving on the 22 and arriving back here on the 26

and how i LOVE my own bed
i finally got to sleep in it again yesterday night
but my sleep was interrupted by some stupid dream i cant even remember now

guess what i had a dream of a guy in fahrenheit
i think its the yan la lun..
ya it is
its dumb though cause i dont like them
i dreamt that while travelling in tasmania,australia with my friends,
i got to meet him there at a motel
he is on a business trip thingy and his manager was there too
*this dream is super vivid*
well i didnt recognise him when i bumped into him in the hall way
apparently i was not paying attention
yeah so after that, i knocked into him and the towels and stuff on my hands all dropped onto the floor
of course i was in a foul mood
so i went 'are your eyes grown on your butt?'
and i picked the stuff up and stormed off
he was left there stumped and shocked
(i guess no one ever did that to him cos he is a celeb)
yeah
and after that night, i went trekking with my friends at some mountain range
saw him there too, filming a MTV single...
loler
*i seriously dont know if i;m making this up now*
*my head is muddled*
i still didnt recognized him and thought he was a poser.
ignored him and went on trekking
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i;m not gonna continue
i think its becoming part of my imagination
i could seriously think of becoming a script writer
or go into mediacorp
hmmmmm
shall try writing a script next time
and rui en will be one of the actresses!
weeeeee

ok i better get back to work
or i;ll be fired>.<
(i wish)

2007-12-17T18:43:00.001+11:00

the counter stats thing just started at15.45 on 17/12/08
so dont be amazed at the low digits
tsk tsk

2007-12-17T14:35:00.000+11:00

ok....i;m so supposed to be a good employee and do my data transfering right now at my desk
but tsk tsk i;m so not!
buahahahaha...i just get too sick of doing the same old thing over and over again
its too mundane
i wonder what was in the messed up brain of mine to sign that 2 months contract thing?
grrrr
was it money?
i do love money...i love it a lot
so maybe thats the main reason
and its not that my family's poor or anything....but they are SUPER FRUGAL!
man!
but daddy's being nice nowadays.
he is going to get me a new cell and all at his expense
no matter the price (i think...:P)
haha..so i;m gonna knock him hard and pull his purse strings hard
hehehehe.....
and there is also money rolling in every now and then
but
there is still a big big BUT!
I STILL WANT STEPH'S IPOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
i;ve been eyeing it the day she owned it..
its so good..videos songs playlists and pictures!
i so hate the computer now
i have to face the boxy screen for like 8 hours a day due to work
and when i get home, i dont even want to touch it
isant that amazing?
paul is like mad or sth
he played dota local area network throughout the night just the other day!
he isant human!
that is so so so scary
if i ever did that,
i;m gonna go pock-eyed...its just dumb
what is so nice about dota?
its just killing stuff
when mummy gets home,,,hehehe he is so gonna get it from her
i accidentally spilled it out to aunty dora yesterday so yeah
mum wont hear it from me
but it will be worst
i;m anti computer now
GO AND DIE COMPUTER!!!

2007-12-15T00:15:00.000+11:00

ok i want to make amendments to the ranking order!
now joshua is top 3!!!!
weeeeee....
he was sOOOO cute just now
when aunty dora was bathing i took joshua and let him go into youtube and watch some baby clips
omg he is soo soo soo obedient and cute!
how i wish my own 'darling' brother was half as nice as him!
and yeah!finally i survived the first week of torture from work!!!
i HATE working!!!
i so want to sleep in but i cant
there is piano like 8 in the morning tml and yeah service on sunday
so there goes my desire to sleep in:(sigh..................

they have all gone to sentosa
oh man!!!!so is cheryl!!!i;m so so so so jealous!
and DAMN!!!! my mum brought the digi cam to msia
and there goes my chance to show off my cam skills(nah just jking:)
but its ok!
tml we are all going to the science centre!
all the wonderful cousins of mine!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
I LOVE YOU ALL!!

2007-12-13T01:10:00.001+11:00

i find it terribly amusing that when a guy gets sick
(a big and hunky one that is)
they look like a hippopotamus!
so clumsy and HEAVY!!!
haha just go and see today's epi on witch yoo hee
but isant he desirable?
hahahah:)
yay its cousyein galore here in singapore!
naming em all
according to ranks:)
1)sarah
2)ethan
3)amanda
4)jonathan
5)rebbecca
6)wilson
7)crystal
8)JOSHUA!

weeeeeee
i love em all!
get ready for all the pictures!weeeee
tml is dinner!
all of us are gonna gather and have a yummy time together!
cant wait!

BUT!!!
wilson and sarah are down with stomach flu!
pls pls pls pls get well soon darlings!

2007-12-11T22:12:00.000+11:00

oh dear
i think i;m gonna be the shortest ever
rebbecca is as tall as me or taller!
ARGH!!!i hate being short dear me
damn,...I DONT WANNA WORK!!!
why when i start working life seems so fun and exciting
especially all my cousins are coming in from all over the world
dear me
i feel like quiting work!
but i cant
stupid 2 month contract!!!!!!!argh
sian sian sian!
this is hell!!!!and i am getting fatter and fatter and fatter!
the desk job sucks
and i am starting to hate facing the computer every day
i am so gonna be blind one fine day
grrrrrrrr
and when i scroll up and down
i get all queasy in the tummy
thank you jon for helping me buy the sour stuff:)

2007-12-11T00:30:00.000+11:00

today was my first day at work
and yeah i was busying learning the ropes on how to do the stuff
my was it BORING!
i was nodding off when the lady was explaining to moi
so today was the teaching and trail day
i;m so waiting for the password for the system
and then i;m off to do the real stuff
and yeah! peeps
please dont contact me via phone from 8.30 to 5.30
email me or sth
i;m no the com all the time
but there's no msn!
awwwwww

so peeps wish me luck!
*psst the man called gabriel who is in charge of me is SHORT! shorter than me:)

2007-12-09T01:53:00.000+11:00

man! i;ve been a shopaholic in this past week and i;m feeling pretty guilty about it haha and i have been pampering myself too a pedicure yesterday and a super expensive meal yesterday and the day before
oh no..i;m down to my tens now not hundreds
man! money crisis....
but no worries i;m going to work on monday
so technically my freedom ends today
mummy's back tomorrow and so is my grams and gran
Rebbecca and co is arriving soon
so its helloutof a busy time for moi
and i have to juggle both work and piano
i am SO SAD!
today i went to piano with ice cold and numb fingers
the morning was chilly mah
and i played terribly
ms chen thought i didnt practise
oh man! my fragile heart
so i did 2 hours today (prac)
and 30 mins aural
i;m pretty proud of my achievement
weeee.....usually its just 1.5 hour
so what did i really get during past 2 week
1)a pair of red neckermann(psst look like birkinstock sia!)
2)missha eye liner (i;m learning.. and i;m getting pretty good)
3)skin food nail polish
4)a pair of charles and keith
5)a '80's' shirt
6)red skinny
7)leather sling
8)red headband
9)3 pairs of bonds socks
10)a black army skirt

I:M SERIOUSLY SHORT OF TOPS!

OH MAN!!!
LADIES OUT THERE BEWARE!!!!!!
NEVER
EVER EVER EVER
go do alterations at peninsula!
its freaking scam!
just for altering around the calfs its a freaking 7 BUCKS!
and well i learnt my lesson and did my alterations at city plaza
AND ITS 4 BUCKS CHEAPER!!!!
i altered 2 skinnies for $6!
and a dress for 7!
its so much more worth it can
i can betcha if its at peninsula its so gonna be like 20 to 30 odd bucks
such a scammer!
and please ladies out there
though peninsula are known for cheap skinnies
but their cutting aint first rate!
i bought a nicer cut one in aussie for sing 22!just 2 bucks more
the best place to shop in
is

DIRECT FACTORY OUTLET!!
i was eyeing a red aldo pumps that day
but it seems like i do not have the yuan fen for that pumps
aint it heartbreaking?
ARGH!
i miss you red aldo pumps

i;m now gaga over Dennis Joseph O'Neil from witch yoo hee as johnny kruger
MAN IS HE HOT
but he has a palm size tatoo over at his left shoulder and above his groin(opps)
hehehe
his smile is always lopsided but its cute!
hahahha
but he is like 26!!!!
a decade older than me
ARGH!!!
but at least he isant as old as edison
ok la one year difference only
here's he:) okie i'm going back to surfing the wonderful and all enriching(teeheehee)
net!
ciaos darling